aww<3 u look so cute laa today, bie..
//Assalamualaikum ,. hallu-hallu.. gmba ney bie i sent td coz i daa story kt dye all about this day. and he sent this for making me happy.thanks, dude. i love you. haha. i'm proud to be ur wife. hehe. uollz shat x ? if shat x pe laa coz i not feeling well for somedays.. ha ? why ? i'm feeling hurt laa.. because of one boys ney.. pndai-pndai buat aku sygkn kau, pndai-pndai laa jge hati aku, beb ! even we doen't have any relation, but tlg laa hormat prsaan org cmne kn. ok, x nk pnjgkn story.. this is that boy ..
tlg laa beb ! i love u damn much laa.. asal kau mcm ney, ha ? dulu, elok-elok kte b'agkt, kau mntk break up.. tu daa ckp buat aku sedih. then, x smpai 24 jam lps tu aku dgr kau daa b'agkt dgn akk form4. ad jwtn tggi kt hostel lg kn. kau mmg buat aku jeles. i still remem this text :
He : akk adq nk ptoz ...
Me : npe ney ?
He : sbb adq rse kte dh x de pape dh...
Me : tlg laa jgn buat akk cmney .. akk syg adq sgt2 ..
He : tp adq tros trang ar dlu mmg ad prasaan t'hdap akk tp sjak kte dh lme x b'tgrn jdi p'rasaan tu pown dh mle pdar dn tu menyebabkn adq wat kptusan nie adq tul2 mntk maaf sbb t'pkse wt akk cm nie...cowy cgt2
Me : laa, tlg laa bg akk peluang k'dua.. akk mntk maaf sgt2 sbb x dpt jd akk yg t'baek tp lps ney akk jnji x kn wt lg.. lg pun kt skolah akk malu laa dgn kwn2 adq.. cmne kte nk date sbb dorg sllu ejek akk.. akk sdr akk spe.. tp lps ney akk jnji akn tbs blek mistake akk tu .. please5 :(
He : x pe ar akk..m'kin kte x di xdirkn b'sma lgi...adk x lyak brsma akk lgi sbb kte dh d'xdirkn bgitu..akk adq tul2 mntk maaf...kte kwan je k...cowyx 100 k...
Me : eh, cm ad ppe secret je ney . baek ckp cpt ! ke adq ad org laen daa .
He : tul x de pape...adq cme x nk tpu dri s'ndri yg adq dh x de p'rasaan lgi ngan akk...adq x leh nk b'sma akk lgi cowy...m'kin ad owg laen yg leh wt akk eppy...
Me : alaa, jgn laa mcm ney ! akk syg gile2 kt adq.. x de owg laen daa.. adq sorg jea.. and x kn ad owg laen lg yg bley buat akk rse syg mcm ap yg akk rse skrg ney..
He : k kte ptoz 'PTOZ'... gud bye 4 evar...
Me : k, kte kwn jea lps ney ? deal ?He : bley...je...ar hope awk dpt adq yg leh m'bhgiakn awk...bye
Me : x kn ad pggnti adq...
u know this time i kt mne ? in my car. nk balek from night market tau. i still remem this text he sent at 7 blabla P.M during 23rd of July 2011. mse tu terkilan gile-gile sbb pg tu i text him but no response and i thought that he doesn't have credit. buat donno je arh. tibe-tibe, hamekkaw ! sekali dpt. but, i know it all my fault too. dh tau ad adopted brother, pndai-pndai laa. nk2 lg boy kn. of coz nk kne sllu date, msg always, tgr2 if t'srmpk and so on laa. so, nk buat cmne lg, bnde daa lps. tp ayt dye mcm beria sgt nk mntk break sbb he have other. i always think it. then, that was true. syp2 jea ek kau smpn pompuan laen. at least let i know first laa. at least okay ! then our story quiet like that jea. igt lg time kte b'agkt lg, kwn2 kau sllu ejek aku FIKRI KUYT.. ad laa prsaan bgge sket. tp, skjp jea kn. kau daa lenyap. kau tau x aku save all ur text that u reply. x pena delete like u too. aku x kn delete kau dri hdp aku. klau kau jgn hrp laa kn. mampos nk save. ssh tau nk dpt person like me. but, kau yg buat plhn kn. aku pun x nk pkse-pkse. as i know about u and k.tyra, i feel dissapointed gile and i decided x nk tgr k.tyra daa. me just redha. hurm -_-
then, bru-bru ney, kau ad text aku lagi. engat lg mse tu dh mlm. 21st of October 2011. kau sent text, kau tnye 'Hype!!... Erm.. Akk khalid dh tdow kew??' this type of words make me cry suddenly coz it m'igtkn aku cre msg aku dulu. then, i feel very happy. as i thought that he still remem his ex. i say, 'huh, kau tiru cara aku msg'.
x pe laa tu. yg x bley bla nye, he call me akk khalid. then i ask him where do u got that name. he said 'daa rmai pggl mcm tu, follow je laa'. kt situ rse prsn sket mcm dye sllu usha aku. mkin b'tmbh happy. in a few minute, he hurt me again. he just text me for //NORFARAHANAARTIKAH. damn ! x jd nk happy. he ask for help from me to adjust him with nor. dye mntk num fon nor. but, dgn rse luluh hati, aku carikn untuk kau. sbb ap ? coz i want to see u HAPPY. tu jea. dh dpt num nor, aku sent kt kau. then, pnye laa kau ney x b'tmbg rse lgsg, kau x b'trime kasih lgsg kn. pnye laa baek. daa laa mntk mcm pkse-pkse aku. kau engat sng ke hah ? puas aku cari tau. time ney daa laa line celcom mcm cibai. ssh gile bhai ! lgsg kau x hrgai. habes kedit aku jea weyh !! u ask me: mcm mne nk luah kt dye ?. aku pun t'ckp, aku nk tlg kau. kau mmg ske gile time tu. then i t'igt. kt fb, mse kte b'agkt tu, kau ad tag gmba nor. owh, i see ! i got it ! mse tu mmg jeles habes beb ! kau bkn tau pun prsaan aku cmne kn ?
i've made my own conclusion. kau mmg x bleh hrp kn. kau ad sorg kau x kn complete. like me with k.tyra .. k.tyra and nor.. but i seek forgiveness from syafiqah if she angry at me sbb fikri ad ckp yg pyqah x kc dye b'agkt. tp daa time tu due2 tgh glk kn. nk buat cmne. but, lately before PMR, i mmg prep klas 1E. ddk tmpt pyqah and i try nk kms2 meja dye. but what i see is a letter. i just want to know for who. as i read it, i know it is for fikri too. i feel very sad when i read it. i think that fikri has new girlfie. hey, please laa, jgn sketkn hati pompuan ! pyqah tu daa laa saket beb ! slp-slp haribulan_____ . kau jgn maen-maen ek. kau buat semua ney, kau dpt blsn tau. i hope for nor, u jgn laa accept if dye mntk b'agkt. tlg laa nor klau kau rse aku ney kwn kau. dye daa ad k.tyra. jgn buat dye makin glk. aku bkn nk slhkn ko ke ap, mntk tlg sket jea ney. simple kn ? kau pun bkn ke daa ad adq agkt si //AMINDEFJAM. setia laa ek. korg msg, msg laa. aku x mara. just, like usually, penyakit cemburu yg membara. but, teruskn tnpe pk aku. and harap kau engat psn aku ney. biar dye sedar dye sape. common laa boy, x semua ap yg kte nk, kte akn dpt laa. set in ur mind. every human x complete laa. hopefully u will change. mostly i hope u will change by me sendiri. nor: aku x mara kt kau pun and aku harap if kau bce ney, kau pk elok-elok. jgn plk kau nk benci-benci aku plak ek. nanti tmbl satu prob lg. aku bkn nk tntukn life kau tp kau cbe pk elok-elok. if u in my place, kau jd mcm ney gk kn. but x tau laa if kau ney laen. if me, aku akn t'rse klau org ckp psl someone yg ad kaitn gn aku and yg prnah ad kaitn dgn aku. think it positively. HOPEFULLY //MUHAMMAD FIKRI BIN ISMAIL will change to a very-very the kind boy. amin ...